“One night, we were drinking and ended up kissing each other. It was deep and passionate. One thing led to another and soon we were all over each other, and I must say that the sex was amazing! And that’s when I suddenly realized what I had done and I rushed out of his room.

The next morning, we knew we had to talk about it. But it was uncomfortable and awkward. He said that he loved me and I felt something too. We kissed again, this time when we were in our sense. Now he says that he’s ready for commitment, but I’m still with Lucky. I love both of them.

My best friend wants to be the second option in my life if things don’t work out with Lucky because he says that at least he’s an option in my life. I’m still talking to both of them and love them both immensely. I don’t know what to do, what is right, but I love them both and don’t want to lose either of them.

Judge me all you want.”