“He was so understanding towards my work that I never felt like I was a married woman. Our friends were jealous of us. We were a perfect couple. He was not interested in any other girl, to flirt or to befriend. He was only mine. Even when his family came to our house for some days and tried to create problems between us, he stood with me. Only because of this, there was always tension between him and his family. Then after 5 years of marriage, I got pregnant. It was a planned one as we were taking the time to settle in our jobs and other things.

Suddenly his behavior changed during my pregnancy in the first trimester. My sixth sense could feel it. He used to be tensed and didn’t come close to me. Whenever I asked him what had happened and whether he was ready for a baby, he smiled and told me that it was because of my pregnancy that I was overthinking. I believed him.

I wanted to have sex with him but he was not ready for the same. He said it could harm the baby and he could stay without the same for 9 months, not a big deal. I felt ashamed that I was the one who was pressuring him into it. We used to know each other’s Facebook, Gmail, bank account details, and passwords. So there was no room for doubt.

Then when I was in my 6 months of pregnancy, I opened his Gmail for some reason. I noticed that he was using an online dating portal. I saw some of his messages with call girls whose services he had used. All this started when I was 3 months pregnant. I checked one of his bank account details and then saw several of his transactions. In these 5 months, he used their services 2-3 times. Once messaging and 2-3 times escort services. I was completely devastated.”